“Me???” What a natural response of the female when anything is said of her that is lovely, anything commendable or a thing deeming her worthy to any degree. Moses in the Bible was a horrible speaker, but how minor was that detail in God’s plan for him. Our confidence is in Christ: what a most vital foundation to think of ourselves as beautiful or to think ourselves useful.
On this trip, it took me no time at all for the Lord to once again teach me my sin was vanity. A teenage girl, “my buddy” in Home of Love #4 was physically stunning to a western girl like me. But she did not like her beautiful darker skin color or her beautiful straight black hair. It was the “ Not Me?????” Creeping out of her. I could not stand for it. Oh to tell her of the beauty of Christ in her that stirred my own soul. THE GOD OF THE UNIVERSE MADE HER!!!!! Yes, He made her beautiful.
I went on to tell “my buddy” of the depth I could relate to her. Truth is, Satan lies. If truth is not spoken to us over and over, we fall vulnerable. Truth may even fall from my lips, and sometimes I fail to believe it myself. It was a great moment with my sister in Christ, a fourteen-year old orphan from Southeast Asia. How exciting, I teach her and she teaches me!
My prayer for “my buddy” is that we go boldly in His name with our confidence in Christ. He is our worth. It is Him that makes new creations; lovely, useful and worthy. So our response is no longer, “I cannot gather up the courage to go to Southeast Asia when the Lords says, “Go”. We say, “Yes. Lord!” And we go boldly shining with His BEAUTIFUL light!

